9/16/11

What the hell is wrong with people

What the hell is wrong with people

Hey Dolls so I woke up and walked out of my house to go to work and realized my car had been stolen. Luckily the cops found it relatively quick however the steering column got busted and both side windows broken out. So after like 2 hours of calling around I called Safelight and they are going to replace my windows for $330. NOW being Friday and payday after my windows, rent, correcting my bank account, storage, and NOW tires I am going to be in the Negative amount $$$$. YAY !?! I mentioned my tires, spoke to my boyfriend today and he said both my front tires are balding and he can see metal and frays already. WTF is next...

*** I dont know who out there reads my blog or who cares for that matter and I know it can seem tacky but I really need some help anyone out there that can help in anyway I sincerely appreciate it *** 


There are donation buttons all over my page <3

peace and love thanks for reading
 
 

8/20/11

Weightloss Journey part 7


Not for long

Hey Dolls I know it has been forever since I updated since the surgery… Surgery date was Tuesday 5/31 I was in the hospital until that Friday. First of all the pain sucked but it wasn’t as scary as I thought it was gunna be, then I woke up, UGH!!! Felt like I was hit by a truck. It hurt to move, try to sit up, really to do anything. I had a catheter in for the first few days and I have to say, at first I was like HELL NO LET’S NOT DO THAT (granted I had no choice) but it made the experience much smoother. Until I had to get up and walk then it felt weird.

So the day comes when the nurse feels its time to remove the catheter. Quite politely and embarrassingly manner (said sarcastically) with my mother, my boyfriend, a male nurse, and herself pushes my blanket to the side, pretty much says “spread ‘em and take a deep breath” then I feel a slight tug and she shoves a towel on my crotch.

Skip to 6/16 which is the last time my mom took my measurements I had lost 17 lbs and 12 inches all over, so 250 lbs to 233. At my Dr. Appointment on 8/11 I weighed 216 which is a loss of 34 lbs. The scaring is not bad. I can eat whatever I want and that goes for drinking as well. I can fit into jeans I haven’t been able to in a year at least.

<3 Also, my boyfriend is starting to find me more and more enticing and the aftermath of that has been great…. Here are some horrid pictures from surgery day. Enjoy!?!

Holy Shite I am freaking huge... Mirrors lie -- and bad angle 


I fucking hated that cpap but mom and Brian LOVED making fun
Flipping Brian off as they call me Hannibal and make fun
 <3 All I can say is if he can love me after that experience then he is sticking around.... :)

Going 4 years strong!!

8/15/11

RIP Grandman

So its been a really rough time lately -- my grandma on my dad's side just passed away and i wasnt dealing with it so well.... As most of you have noticed i have added a donation button to the right so i can but a pendent and maybe go see family

7/20/11

Skyscraper

Hey Dolls I thought this video was important to share... Don't do something permanent to fix something temporary....


P.S We love you Demi and be strong

Weightloss Journey part 6

Hey Dolls

Just checking in - surgery went well.. when I was two weeks post op I was down 18 lbs and 13 inches. 

Now I am back at work :( doing well otherwise though. sorry I have not been on here much did not use a computer much while i was re cooping