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Hey Dolls I know it has been forever since I updated since the surgery… Surgery date was Tuesday 5/31 I was in the hospital until that Friday. First of all the pain sucked but it wasn’t as scary as I thought it was gunna be, then I woke up, UGH!!! Felt like I was hit by a truck. It hurt to move, try to sit up, really to do anything. I had a catheter in for the first few days and I have to say, at first I was like HELL NO LET’S NOT DO THAT (granted I had no choice) but it made the experience much smoother. Until I had to get up and walk then it felt weird.
So the day comes when the nurse feels its time to remove the catheter. Quite politely and embarrassingly manner (said sarcastically) with my mother, my boyfriend, a male nurse, and herself pushes my blanket to the side, pretty much says “spread ‘em and take a deep breath” then I feel a slight tug and she shoves a towel on my crotch.
Skip to 6/16 which is the last time my mom took my measurements I had lost 17 lbs and 12 inches all over, so 250 lbs to 233. At my Dr. Appointment on 8/11 I weighed 216 which is a loss of 34 lbs. The scaring is not bad. I can eat whatever I want and that goes for drinking as well. I can fit into jeans I haven’t been able to in a year at least.
<3 Also, my boyfriend is starting to find me more and more enticing and the aftermath of that has been great…. Here are some horrid pictures from surgery day. Enjoy!?!
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| Holy Shite I am freaking huge... Mirrors lie -- and bad angle |
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| I fucking hated that cpap but mom and Brian LOVED making fun |
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| Flipping Brian off as they call me Hannibal and make fun |
<3 All I can say is if he can love me after that experience then he is sticking around.... :)
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| Going 4 years strong!! |
